I just got back from watching the movie “Note Book.” Such a classic love story. I almost wish that I hadn’t watched it. It made me think a lot about Love...*sigh*

I want a Love that I can call my best friend. Someone who will be there for me and motivate me in life just as I would do for them. Somebody to laugh with and cry with as we experience the trials and errors of life together.

This entry goes out to everyone of my past...I don’t know what I would do with out my memories.

I Love reminiscing through my past and just remember all the fun and romantic times I’ve shared. It seems as though I was always happiest when I was fortunate enough to have shared little segments of my life with another. Being single is not as perked up as it first sounds. Partying and dating around will only get you so far until you realize that it’s all FAKE and in the end you always realize that your heart is empty. If there's one thing that I learned in the past, it would be to follow your heart no matter where it may lead you. Don’t run from your true feelings by burying them with mind games. If ever you should come across someone who you know in your heart makes you happy, embrace the moment. Don’t be shallow minded and base potential love on what meets the eye because love come in so many different forms.

Out of all the people you have met in your life, some will have left you and will continue to leave you with many memories. Many will come and others will go. Then there’s the ones that will have left you with imprints of them in your heart and those memories are never to be forgotten.

“When you can’t seem to forget someone, even when you try. that’s when you know...maybe it’s worth trying again.”

-Me

I guess all I can do is be content because who am I to rush destiny?

Bad news.SAD to say, I am single. By choice that is. Things just haven’t been working out the way I wish they would be. Relationships minus TRUST = nothing. That’s where I stand now so therefore, I chose to stand alone. Life does go on as long as I keep my head up and be strong for myself. For those of you who know me, don’t even think of pity because that word does NOT exist in my book at times like these. I’m one tough cookie. If my world should come tumbling down...you know I’ll still be standing strong!

Change.Home life has not been all that GRAND for me so I decided to make some drastic changes. A CLOSE friend and I decided that now would be an appropriate time to leave the nest and get seriously started on our careers. I love Mary Jane =) I strive for personality such as her self to keep me driven. Talk about independent women!? So were venturing towards town side in hope that we can find an apartment a.s.a.p. MJ girl...LETS do this!

Life.So many things going on. All you can really do if sit back and relax while you let L I F E slowly take it’s tole. Sometimes for the best and sometimes the exact opposite.

K …if I’m taking forever and ever to update that’s because I’m on myspace right now. And It’s so much easier to put up pictures so…click this link to take you to my myspace!

Oh and mind you, it’s like xanga. You can’t leave someone a comment unless you have an account. So hurry up and get one guys!!!

Just when I thought that there was nobody out there for me, I realized that it was faith that I lacked. Just because you experience a successful failure or two, it would be abruptly false to be believe that failure is your only option. I guess all I’m trying to say is that, if it weren’t for the faith that I have today, I would not have met my best friend and true love. I was too blind to see that you were right in front of my face hiding behind my negativity. I didn’t realize that I was doing it to myself all along. I finally got what I have been craving for the most: A relationship with Mutual feelings and respect.

Today was FINALLY the last day for me at work. For those of you who don’t know, here a quick update: I work for photo trends and a cashier/photographer for the Easter Operations. I get to see kids ALL day long and take their pictures. IT SO FUN! It makes me so anxious to get married and have kids!!! I know I’ll be a good wife and mommy. Is it just me or are you guys so STOKED what life has yet to offer us!!! I can’t wait!

So anyway, I’ll get to chill for a little while until I can get a job. I’m trying my best to get into Hawaiian airlines. I had to take a typing test on wed. and thank God, I was the only one in my class who passed. Now I get to advance onto the actual interview which will be on Monday. I’m super stoked!!! It’s been FUN because you have to FULL on dress in a business suit!!! EVERYONE pray for me I get in because I’m still going to school for nursing either this, or next semester, but I want to get into the airlines for now. So wish me luck!!!